irony..

go back 11 years on valentines day...
my parents, sisters and family wanted nothing to do with me..
they were disappointed to the highest degree..

why...
well i was 19 adam was 17 and i was pregnant..

we were sad.. not disappointed.. but i was still a teen.. having the time of my life.. with some great friends.. i didn't want that all to end.. but i did not hang with the best crowd.. and it had to end..

i knew that there were friends that i spent some very emotional times with and i knew that no matter what we would be friends...

but...
we drifted.. we grew up FAST.. very fast..
it was a hard pregnancy.. hard long 9 months trying to get adam to graduate.. hard time figuring out how life would pan out.. but one thing we always knew was we would be together and we would make it work and make it work out better than anyone else could...

fast forward.. to today 1/13/2011
i was just told the BEST thing adam and i could have ever done was getting pregnant..

well yea.. i could have told you that...
wanna know why that was said...

well try having 3 friends in less than 7months be buried..
they never grew up..
that never had the opportunity to grow and feel a love as grand as i felt..
makes me so sad..

but at the same time...
i am so thankful for everything i have and everything my husband and i have done..